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Today's Prayer
June 8, 2006
Dear God, I pray for people who are at a crossroad today. So often we run into trouble or come to a place where we are not sure where to turn or which way to go. I pray for godly wisdom and guidance to make the right decisions on this path of life. I pray for light to show the way. I pray for courage to stand firm. I pray for humbleness to remain yielded to You and to know better than to rely on things, people or circumstances of this world. I pray for Your Word to remain in my head and my heart. I pray for the right words to say at the right times. I pray that I will be a good testimony always, to Your grace, blessings, and saving power. I pray that You will forgive me for holding back and give me grace and power to move forward. Lord, I'm a willing vessel in Your hands. Use me for Your glory, and bless me as You see fit. Thank You. In Jesus' name, amen.

Forgiving Ourselves
TGIF Today God Is First, by Os Hillman
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. - 1 John 1:9

The apostle Peter was one of three disciples who walked with Jesus closer than the other nine. He was the most enthusiastic and the one man who was willing to step into territories where others would not dare. He was the first to step out of the boat and walk on water. He wanted to protect Jesus at times when Jesus rebuked him for having a demon influence him. He cut off the ear of the guard who wanted to arrest Jesus in the garden. As Peter matured, the Holy Spirit harnessed his many extreme emotions.

The greatest trial for Peter was when he denied the Lord just before Jesus was crucified. Three times he denied knowing Jesus. Jesus predicted that the cock would crow after the third time just to reinforce the prophecy to Peter. Peter was crushed when he realized he had failed His Lord so badly.

The Lord forgave Peter for his denial. However, gaining forgiveness from Jesus was not the most difficult part for Peter. The hard part was forgiving himself. As we mature in the faith, we begin moving in victory after victory with our Lord. Then out of nowhere, an event happens that reveals our true sin nature, and we are confronted face to face with this reality. We cannot believe that we are capable of such sin. There is no good thing in us save the grace of Jesus Christ and His blood that cleanses us. When God looks at us, He looks at the blood of Christ that has covered our sin. He does not look at our sin once we confess it.

When we have difficulty forgiving ourselves, this is pride at its deepest level. We are making an assumption that we should never have sinned and that we are too mature to sin. This is a trap from the enemy of our souls. People who cannot forgive do not recognize from what they have been forgiven. That includes us.


· Kayak Fisher
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Satan is called the "accuser of the brethren" for good reason. He wants us to feel defeated and unworthy of God's love and blessings.

When we scold ourselves for our sin, are we not usurping Satan's title and becoming the accuser of the brethren?

What about when we "share" a fellow Christians faults with others? OUCH!

· senor member
6,147 Posts
Forgiving myself was a tough one for me, and is and was for many others I know. But the big ones that were my biggest challenge were done when I was walking with the world. I wasn't really considering whether I should be sinning or shouldn't. Spiritual maturity was not even in my mind. And take it from me, I was part of some real doozies. Bad, immoral stuff that didn't hurt only me.

It took a long time after I gave my life to God for me to forgive myself. The thing that I kept considering is that I knew and believed that God had forgiven me. So, for me to not was like saying to God, "Thanks, but that's not good enough. You don't understand how bad it is." I knew this was wrong and was like a slap in the face to Him. By meditating on this He gave me the maturity to let it go. It is a great freedom and basic in nature. It really involves simply believing he is who he says he is. If you believe that then you believe he can and will do what he says he will do and that it's not about you. My .02
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